caring

I realise the more you care about a particular object, person or even a situation, the more you're bound to get hurt.

Many times ive questioned myself; in the first place, why do i even bother?

But i believe its only human to do so, because God has never stop caring. Even though ive disobeyed and hurt Him uncountable times, He has always been the same loving Saviour; that still cares.

So often ive expressed my concern using the wrong and inappropriate approaches, which have lead people to misinterpret my true intention; stirring unnecessary conflits and misunderstandings between ppl.

Im deeply sorry, but its because i only care.

Im never going to stop caring, because it would only be wrong. However, i choose to remain silent this time and to be a lil ignorant.

Some people might think im being selfish by doing so, but im tired of having to please ppl. Its impossible to please man, and it will never be possible.

Im just going to fully care about what God thinks of me. Even though He has very high standards, yet it is still possible to please Him =)