Sedang gali kubur

I'm having tummy ache, headache, heartache and basically all the aches that you can think of.
Having Food Processing & Preservation mid-term paper tmr.
Am so dead. Still so much to study.
I better go gali my kubur now.

One of those dont-make-sense post haha

Only a day left and I'll be back to uni again! :(

I enjoy my time in uni, just not the workload that comes with it.

Aiks! Not to mention, mid-terms!! I almost had a panic attack thinking about it all :(

Did not had the opportunity to relax much during the one week 'holiday'; almost everyday, someone would drop by for a visit.

I love having ppl around, but i guess not everyday; especially when there are stacks high of assignments and reports to complete.

Oh well, you can't have all the fun in the world without a little hard work. No pain, no gain huh.

I'm feeling lazy and heavy, and blame goes to all the feasting I've had during the holidays *tee hee.

All my desire and efforts of wanting to lose weight just went out the door haha.. but as everyone says; 'CNY is only once in a year', hence eat and be merry! And throw the weighing scales away! haha..

This post is very random 0_O

Ang pows and broken hearts

Gong Xi Fatt Chai! Gong Xi Fatt Chai!!
I assume everyone is still busy collecting ang pows, unlike me - I'm pretty much done, since I've to get started on my assignments and reports. Most are due right after the holidays.
Like most, I've been feasting day and night. My stomach is bloated, and you might mistaken me to be 4 months pregnant. Hee.. just exaggerating, but not on the feasting part.
Well too bad all of the feasting and ang pow collecting ends tonight - and it's back to facing the laptop, thick textbooks and notes *boo hoo.
The 2 tortoises are still very much alive - Thank God! haha..
Traffic its like almost non-existent, that you can actually dance in the middle of the road for like 10 minutes or more hehe.
I didnt try it, but if you plan to do so - let me know haha. Would love to take a picture and make you a headliner in my blog :p

Lately I've been coming across people and even friends that have told me that they have suddenly lost interests or feelings for their special someone.
C'mon, Valentine's just flew by and people are already feeling all sour about their relationships?! What a bummer!
I knew they came to me, hoping for good responses; sympathy because their in a tight position, empathy because they want me to be understanding, advices because they want to get out of the relationship without hurting the other party - which is very unlikely.
Honestly, I didnt react or respond according to what they'd expected me to.
Most of the time I was speechless, and half of the time; I was just pissed.
Let me be frank, love is a commitment. It's not just a feeling, which comes and goes as you please - like lusts and infatuations.
And dont tell me things like 'You dont understand', because I do.
Thus if you werent sure in the first place, dont ever just jump into a relationship. You'll just end up hurting ppl, which isnt a nice thing to do - if you didnt know.
This might sound a lil brutal but i'll still say it - If anyone, ever comes to me with such 'dilemmas', i will not hesitate to give you a punch in the nose! And yes, i mean it because you kind of deserve it.
Moral of this post - Think before you leap, and Cassie isnt that nice when it comes to ppl who like to hurt others.

Tortoise and Destin

Everyone is heading back to their hometowns, and I'll still be here :(

Klang valley will be a ghost town by tmr, and many will not be online - so sad la, no one to accompany me, while i write my reports and assignments.

I used to head down to Malacca during the 2nd or 3rd day of CNY to visit a few relatives, but the close ones are up here and the distance ones - we're not close to. Truth be told, i don't even know them :p

As usual, i'll be going down to Klang on the eve to have lunch with my dad's side. Mum's side is dinner, back up here in PJ.

During the whole week of CNY, i'll also be babysitting. Err...more like tortoise-sitting haha.

Jo left her two babies with me hehe. At least I've them to keep me company throughout the week. Their so cute, but not cuddly haha and they smell cheezy - like Jo warned me hehe yet I dont mind having them around. Maybe i'll pick up tortoise language by the end of this week haha..that was lame :P

Jo, dont worry about your babies ok? Their in good hands, even my dad plays with them haha..

My lil god-brother came by with his parents for an early CNY dinner, since they'll be leaving for Malacca tmr.

He is such an adorable boy! I feel like squeezing him all the time. Err.. I actually do, and he hates it haha.

How I wish that he will remain this lil forever, but i guess that is way impossible :P

Btw, Happy Chinese New Year and it'll definitely be a prosperous one (the amount of food scares me :p)

Happy V-day!

It is Valentine's day tmr, and I'm definitely excited! Weee!
I always look forward to occassions which involves love, gifts, and chocolates!!!! *screams excitedly :p
I love those heart-shaped chocolates with mint or strawberry fillings..Oooh, yummy! *drools
Though I'm single, I don't believe in making my status an excuse for not celebrating V-day.
I actually organized a steamboat makan session for my close group of friends in Uni that are still single tmr, however, 2 couples just couldn't resist not joining us bcause we're a fun bunch of single ppl :p
Well, I'm not expecting anything tmr, but if you're planning to get me flowers, i prefer Carnations or Yellow African Daisies hehe.
I've never been a big fan of roses :)
And hopefully, I'll be able to meet with 2 of my best buddies; Joanna & Trixie this Thursday. I've not met with the both of them for more than awhile. I miss them so muchy!!
I've been exceptionally bz with Uni, so I apologise to all, for being unavailable :)
Anywayz, a very Happy Valentine's Day to all!!
Lots of love, Cassiemarie Yang Yin Yee ;) Muaks! :p

The crazy things we do in the lab

Wes managed to fit his head into the incubator

I'm sure it didn't smell too good inside there haha

The Fly was thirsty :p

And they tried to stab me with a yellow termometer 0_O

Right decisions

Life has been good, and not because the amount of assignments and lab reports have decreased.
I believe its due to right decisions that I've made and one of it would be; accepting the opportunity given to me, to be a CG (Care Group) leader in CF.
Honestly, I'd reconsidered my decision many times - wondering if I've made the right one by saying yes.
The busyness of life just kept me thinking twice, and there were uncountable near instances that I was tempted to just call it quits - even when nothing had began yet.
I'm truly grateful and thankful to God for planting my feet firm on the ground.
Even though I've to be more committed and sacrifices will definitely have to be made, but I count it all joy to be able to serve my God through this ministry.
We had our first CG meeting last Tuesday, and I'm really thankful that they came. It was very encouraging to see those that have made an effort to be present on that day.
I am thankful that I had the opportunity to get-to-know better 2 girls that were part of our CG. I felt kind of old chatting with them haha. I guess it's bcause I'm in my final year in uni, and its only their first. However, I still had a delightful time with them.
Kudos to Adrian (the other CG leader) who lead our first bible study :)
I'm certainly looking forward to getting to know everyone better, and I'm sure that we will be having plenty of fun times too.
I've made many terrible choices and decisions in the past but this time round, I'm making right and godly ones :)

I tell people that I'm happy, and I tell myself that I'm happy.
Yes, I am happy.
However, deep inside I feel a lacking.
A lacking that's beginning to ache more than usual.

I tried suppressing it. I tried ignoring it.
I tried to erase it. I tried to remove it.
Instead, the void expanded further.

I needed a solution. I was desperate for an answer.
So, to the world I cried for answers, but none satisfied me.
To the human race I pleaded to be saved, but none reached out to save me.
To heaven I bared it all, and He took me in.

He gave me grace, to persevere.
He gave me hope, for a future.
He gave me love, to love.
And He gave me a Saviour called Jesus, which was all I ever needed.