FUN

Yup, its another new year. So..Happy Chinese New Year to all. I assume everyone is out busy feasting and collecting ang pows, cause there's not a single soul online. Hmm.. i seem to be spending a lot of my time online and ALONE!! Especially during the festive seasons, including new year. Miserable-nya. hehe..

Well im more of a homely person. I rather spend those special occasions with a small grp of ppl that im very close with and love dearly. No, im not anti-social or any of that sort. Im just not the partying or the big-grp-of-ppl type. Ive a few friends that have said im no fun, but evryone has a diff definition of the word fun.

For some, dancing and drinking in a club the whole night long is fun and for others, hanging out in a mamak stall till the wee hours, chatting and drinking lots of milo ice is fun. So is it right for us to oppose our definition of the word fun onto everyone else?

I would define 'fun' as just being with the ppl i love, it doesnt matter where, when or what we're doing. What really matters is that their here, with me or im there, with them. A few good examples would be, the times i'd spend hours playing bball in the hot scorching sun with my sisters, or just walking around aimlessly in shopping malls with my man, or lazing around in trix's place with trix and jo, talking endlessly about everything, or having lunch with my uni mates and crapping a lot at the same time hehe,or helping my mum out in the kitchen. Yes, simple as that.

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A very dreadful sunday (im exaggerating a lil hehe)

Im in the hall of my hse, sitting on the sofa with the laptop on my lap. Just got back from lunch and bcause i was still hungry, i feasted on many pineapple tarts and cny cookies that my aunt bought for us.

If im not mistaken, she bought 10 or more various kinds of cookies for us, and ive been feeding on it for this pass few days. I'll get sick soon if i continue doing so. Therefore im putting a stop to it, to avoid falling ill.

Anyway, one of my resolutions this year is to live healthly, so i better continue living it. An addition to that, im studying nutrition. Hence i got to start putting it into practice, or i'll just be a 'celup' nutritionist lol.

Actually i should have my nose stucked into my PON notes right now. Will be having a test on tuesday and there's plenty more that ive not covered yet. But im too lazy to do so, i rather be in bed sleeping, or glued to the tv, or out with my bf or friends. Basically anything other than studying! Since the options above arent exactly possible (there's reasons for each one but plain lazy to list them down), i came online to blog. Blog about what? Im not sure myself, i guess whatever that comes to mind la.

Well to be frank, im running out of words. What am i going to do next? *sigh. Study la.. Though im dreading it, i still have to do it.

Hmm...maybe i should consider playing maplestory, and im sure kit leen will agree on that lol.

So little time

I wish i had a remote to control time, hence i could pause or reverse it whenever i choose to do so. But unfortunately, it does not exist.

I blieve that many will agree with me on this; good times end almost instantly, and not-so-good times seem to last FOREVER!

My sayang will be leaving in a few weeks time. I dare not to even count the days. He'll be in Aust. for 2 long years, and being the sweet person he is, he'll always assure me that 2 yrs will pass by in a flash! Eventhough i know its not true, i choose to believe it because i want it to be...true.

It'll be different not having him around; less phone calls, less sms-ses, less outings on friday nights, less trips to klang (since my close bud jo, is leaving too *sob sob) and etc. Adjustments will have to be made.

God is definitely teaching me patience. And i blieve there's lots that He wants to teach me during those 2 years, less distraction and more attention to Him.

I'll miss him crazily, even now i am! hehe but im thankful and grateful for the very little but precious time i still have with him.

All for Christ

A new week is here, and the other just went by in a flash! Nowadays, time seem to move too quickly. Reminds me of the book of Revelation in the Bible, which is all about the end times. Thinking about it freaks me out. I know i shouldnt fear bcause ive Christ as my one true Saviour, but the thought of it just leads to many more thoughts, unnecessary and scary ones.

I belive what i fear most is that there's so many family members and friends that ive not shared the gospel with. I had many opportunities to do so, but shame and pride held me back. I know ive also not taken the time and the iniative, to invest and encourage others to grow spiritually. There's so many things that ive not done yet, and i sense that the time i have is very limited, and it is getting shorter as the days go by.

If you do feel the same after reading this, i blieve that we should all do something about it. Instead of sitting on our behinds and wishing later that we did. I pray that God will but this urgency in you and me, so that we will start walking in His will and do what He has called us to do.

Remember that we live for Christ and for Him only.

Have a blessed day doing what He desires of us. =)

A day of PAIN! Ouch!

I had an excruciating day thanks to my swollen gum, cause by the unnecessary wisdom tooth that is pushing its way through my very delicate gum. Having a slight fever too. Could barely concentrate during lectures and was looking forward to attend CF today, but the pain was just unbearable, so got home straight and headed to the dentist right away!

I visited TWO dental care and the dentists was out!! I guess God heard my cry of desperation, hence when we (my mum and i) went to the 3rd one, the dentist was IN!! Hallelujah! But we waited for about half an hour before meeting the 'man', and i was getting really restless! Anyway, he gave me some antibiotics and some ugly-looking blue pills to suck on, but it doesnt taste bad. Thankfully!

He advised me to get an x-ray, to ensure the wisdom tooth is growing properly because if it doesnt, ive to undergo a minor surgery to remove it. Praying that i wouldnt have to but the pain, he guaranteed me that it'll be back! *sigh

Its been a day of pain. PAIN i tell you! lol. Well, i'll get going. Need to shower, will be going out for dinner with my man. I wonder how am i going to eat?! One things for sure, its going to be a slow and painful dinner lol.

Happiness! hehe

Yes, im very happy today. Thanks to kit leen, my notebook is as good as new! hehe. She was so patient, it took about 2 hours to reformat and install all the necessary progrms, and she even explained almost all of it to me one-by-one! Kit leen, i owe you a lunch and a dinner. Really! lol.
Happy-nya! *tee hee.

Assigments will be pouring in soon, but no worries! My notebook is in good shape. Weee!

Anywayz, my happiness was cut short due to an aching tooth!! My wisdom tooth to be specific. Had such a difficult time eating dinner and i had Mcdonalds. hehe.. Had the beef prosperity burger and its HUGE which made it harder to chew. Should have thought about the size before ordering it.

Well, will write more soon. God bless!

Weee..books!

Pls forgive for not writting more in my previous post, and if its the contrary, just bear with me and continue on reading hehe.

My latest obssession is books! Ive always had a liking for books, but never to this extreme! Im currently reading my 3rd book for this month!! The 1st one was a book beautifully written by Mitch Albom, and the 2nd book was a chic lit by Kathleen Flynn-Hui titled 'Beyond The Blonde'. It was an interesting read, but not as good as the 1st one. The present one is actually a christian book, 'An Enemy Called Average' by John L. Mason. Just started reading it yest bcause i just bought it the previous day at mph, 1U. I bought 2 books, the other is written by Mr. Albom too, titled 'Tuesdays with Morrie', cant wait to get my hands on it!! *tee hee

Ive to start going through my notes and text books more often. Need to resist the urge to read 'those' books! hehe. Addition to that, i blieve ive spend slightly more than RM100 on books in just over a week! Gosh! Ive to put a limit to this, or i'll splurge all my money on books! It isnt exactly a bad thing, but everything must have its limits, right? :)

Anyway, enough about books. Dont want to bore your minds out! hehe.

Today is Sunday, and its usually a very quiet day. Nothing much to do, and the best time to snuggle onto a sofa, with a good book in hand hehe.

Off i go now, will blog more in a few days time or maybe sooner :)

The 1st week of jan

Just went through the 1st week of uni, and it was certainly not to my expectations; rigid timetable and terrible lecturers! Especially for the subjects PON(Principles of Nutrition) and Java Programming. Almost died of boredom during PON classes, and almost killed the lecturer for Java, not literally speaking of course. Well, had an itsy bit argument with the lecturer(Java) during the very 1st class. Not a good 1st impression but honestly, couldnt be bothered.

Anyhow, uni wasnt all that bad. Glad to be back with friends, and kit leen, we'll play bball this coming thurs ok? Hopefully laziness doesnt creep in by then hehe.

Ive been able to fulfill almost all my resolutions for this whole week, except for the 1st and last one hehe. I guess its bcause im still on cloud 9, being in love and caught up with other agenda that ive pushed God aside, but thanks to my sweetheart, he reminded me that God must always come 1st! Ive to make a conscious effort to remind myself constantly.

Well, would love to write more but busy chatting with my man hehe.

Resolutions

Its the 1st of Jan 2006, how exciting!! Its the beginning of a brand new year and as usual, almost everyone have or will ask about my resolutions for this year.

I do have a few in mind but ive not decided on any. I dont want to make resolutions just for the sake of doing so. I want them to be realistic, practical, not too far-fetched and achievable.

Well since everyone is out partying and im alone online, with plenty of time to spare, i'll just list down a few of my resolutions for 2006.

1. Devotion time; to be very honest, having to do my devotion daily has been a constant struggle. Therefore, i'll do my devotion every alternate days; Tuesdays, Thursdays and Saturdays. Well, is good to start small.

2. Studies; I'll spend at least an hour revising everyday and no more last-minute work! (hopefully *tee hee). Thats a big no-no.

3. Health; i'll workout 30 mins a day, and at least 3 times a week. Cut down on my chocolate intake, to avoid unneccesary migraines. Oh yeah, bball!! Ive not played in months!! Got to get back on my feet again, at least once a week. Badminton too (koon leong if you're reading this, sat morn ok? hehe).

4. Books; read at least 1 book per month. Seriously, my english sucks! Lots of room for improvement. Currently reading 'The Five People You Meet In Heaven', by Mitch Albom. Its a really good book. Definitely, one of the top books on my recommendation list.

5. Sleep; i just need to sleep earlier. Spend too much time chatting online with my man lol.

Anyway, i think 5 is quite a handful. I might make new ones along the way, but i'll just stick with this for now and pray that i'll keep to it.