Ah...its morning, again!

I'm suffering from the sore throat, headache and cramps.
I sounded like a beruk, while practicing for the anniversary yesterday.
My voice was so coarse that everyone had a good laugh about it.
If I don't sound any better by this Sunday, the eldest sis would have to step in for me and I really don't mind ahaha
I didn't inflict myself with pain so I wouldn't have to sing, it just happened!
Well I've this feeling I'll be fine by this Sunday, maybe just too nervous till sakit la and also due to my unstable hormones
*sigh... I'm so lethargic right now - have to drive down to Klang soon.
In addition, there's something seriously wrong with my laptop. My avast anti-virus ain't functioning - VPS file destroyed?? What does that mean la? *bangs head on the wall
My laptop keeps giving me unnecessary problem - sienla.
Haih..I need to wash the toilet, so yah.. tata for now

I can't think of a title

I've been busy, and that pretty much summarizes my days lately.

I've to present a song this coming sunday, for my church anniversary. Not a solo, thank God! I've terrible stage fright, but even as a group - I still shake nervously and my voice tends to crack :(
Till today, I haven't been able to remember all the lyrics - bound to forget a line or two.
Hopefully, I won't forget the melody of the song - which I did before! It was extremely embarrassing, I'll never forget it.

Well, I'm sure your guys must be still wondering - what's the answer to the 'cow' question;
'If a cow could speak, what would it say?'
Like I said, it's a really lame answer. So don't start throwing eggs and tomatoes at me okays?
Drum roll please...... haha
The answer: 'Moo back to you!'
Get it?! hahaha...
If you don't, err.. too bad la haha.. it just shows, you don't have enough lame-ness in you, unlike me! :P And believe me, it's a good thing *tee hee

My weeks are going to get busier, so if your guys want to meet up - come and meet me in PJ la.. If not, don't simply say 'Cass lc (lansi) ade' :P

I miss the bass player. I always do :)

I'm also craving for Nachos!! Yeah, I'm always craving for food la - not something new :P
Chilli's beef nachos are superb, but their freaking expensive. Anyone's b'day coming? At least I've a good reason to go to Chilli's :P hahaha

When the night is all mine

I've been consistently waking up during the wee hours of the morning.
No, I'm not having a sleeping disorder - its my mind and my heart; lots been happening inside 'em both.
Most nights, I'll lay awake in bed and I'll whisper a prayer to God - it's mostly about him and us, but quite often it's concerning my family, friends and life in general.
I'm getting used to it; though at the beginning I found it disturbing and tiring, but I've realized that it's one of the best time to think things through, to ponder and ask, and to do a little soul searching.
Since everyone is still in slumber, the night is all mine.
I've been really happy lately, yet it doesn't mean I don't have my own shares of worries or problems. It's impossible to eliminate 'em completely.
I guess it's because I know where I'm heading to, I know my needs and wants, and I know with God by my side; the most impossible thing is still achievable.

God

God, You will always be the most important person in my life.
This relationship means a whole lot to me - I wouldn't want to be a part of it, if You're not the center of it.

Hello Lord it's me, Your child
I have a few things on my mind
Right now I'm faced with big decisions
And I'm wondering if You have a minute

Coz right now I don't hear so well
And I was wondering if You could speak up
I know that You tore the veil
So I could sit with You in person
And hear what You're saying
But right now, I just can't hear You

I don't doubt Your sovereignty
I doubt my own ability to hear what You're saying
And to do the right thing
And I desperately want to do the right thing

But right now I don't hear so well
And I was wondering if You could speak up
I know that You tore the veil
So I could sit with You in person
And hear what You're saying but
Right now, I just can't hear You

And somewhere in the back of my mind
I think You are telling me to wait
And though patience has never been mine
Lord, I will wait to hear from You

Oh Lord, I'm waiting on You...

Right now I don't hear so well
And I was wondering if You could speak up
I know that You tore the veil
So I could sit with You in person
And hear what You're saying but

Right now, I think You're whispering...

~Hello Lord (Sara Groves)~
Adapted from Christine's blog :)

What has marketing got to do with cows?

Before you continue on reading, let me warn you that this is going to be a very lame and random post.

Here goes...

'If a cow could speak, what would it say?'
A guy carrying a cow, just in case you haven't seen one before *tee hee

Don't think too hard. Save those brain cells :P

And I still have no enthusiasm to study for the marketing mid term paper, but it's cool la.. worst come to worst, just main tembak la hahaha

Of course not! Joking only la :P

I'll reveal the answer soon.
Here's a hint; think as lame as possible hehe

I'll be burning my marketing notes soon

Marketing paper is this coming Saturday, and I'm still stuck at Chapter 1.
I've 4 more long chapters to go!!
The only comfort that I can draw from this paper is that it's all objective questions.
If it were to be otherwise, please kill me now! Seriously....

Longing to draw near

My mind hasn't been at peace lately.
I'm a thinker. I think excessively.
And I worry a whole lot too.
At times I get upset over the least significant matter.
Sometimes I feel like I'm going crazy; I feel lost and without purpose - not sure of where I'm heading to, or whether I'm doing the right thing or in the right way.
But God has always been there to direct me and realign my thoughts, and my feelings.
He has always been the center of everything; my past, my present and definitely my future.
I could never imagine myself being without Him for even a day.
Everyday I'm constantly amazed by His grace and mercy - because I don't deserve it.
Yet He is still faithful, true and forgiving; in a way that is just so unbelievable.
I miss walking close to Him, and being able to listen clearly to His voice.
I yearn to draw near, because I know He will too.

Bobo and Momo

Okok, everyone please come down.
Firstly, I'm still bunny-less.
So let us not get too excited (especially the fly hehe) ok?
Secondly, I'm RM68 poorer due to an unexpected and unfortunate incident, hence it'll take me sometime to save up for the bunnies.
Thirdly, we'll just stick with the names 'Bobo' and 'Momo' haha.
Thank you guys for all the suggestions, but since the bass player is ok with the name 'Bobo' - Bobo it is! :P
There's actually a restaurant called 'Bobo' in Setapak. What a coincidence.
Hmm..I guess we're settled with the bunny issues haha.
Just pray hard that I'll find a few hundred ringgit under my bed tmr, so that I can finally buy me some bunnies and we can all get really excited about it then :P

Time

I miss curling up in bed while enjoying a good read.

I need more time. 24 hours in a day isn't sufficient for me, and I certainly need more time to exercise - I've put on :P

And I miss the bass player..

I got pink roses! hehe..I'm such a show-off :P

My tummy hurts tremendously, I literally feel like dying.
I can't focus on my notes, and my mid-terms are just a few days away. Oh what a great combination..Wee?
Don't worry, it's not going to be another emo post. Tired of being emo all the time, it sucks the life out of me.
So let's all think happy thoughts, and start singing; 'If you're happy and you know it, clap your hands'. Haha... Please ignore my insanity, it's my way of suppressing the pain.

Btw, thank You for the pretty roses. Been wanting to post this up, but kept forgetting to recharge the batteries for my camera.

I know You gave me the flowers more than a week ago, but it's never too late to say 'Thank You' - I hope :). You're so sweet *squeezes Your cheeks :P

I've got to get back to my notes, will update more soon :)

My broken car plate

Some not-so-smart dude broke my car plate today. Found out about it while I was still in class, through a friend who coincidently walked pass my car, which was innocently parked outside of uni, and not to mention in a proper car park box. *sigh..

My little kancil already looks ugly from all the dents and scratches that were caused by my sister's previous accidents. Now, it looks uglier with only one half of the front plate number *sob sob..

Well thankful the car wasn't harm in any way. Hmm..my parents aren't home. Thought of calling them. I think I'll just surprise them later*tee hee

Early morning randomness

It's almost 5 am. Just took a shower. My first class is only starting at 9 am today. I must be insane to be awake at such an odd hour.
I'm browsing through journals again. Did I mention how much I hate reading journals?!
Actually I've nothing to blog about, just bored of looking at all the journals. Journals are such a turn off.
I'm feeling a little hungry right now, but it's way too early to be eating breakfast.
Hmm..I'll just continue on with the journals...or I might just get back to bed. Err..I think I had enough sleep, so yeah..back to the journals.. sigh and I dislike my thesis title.
Its tough, or maybe because I'm not hardworking enough. Yeah, it's definitely due to the latter.
I'm craving for tom yam, even though I just had it for lunch yesterday.
Sri Petaling has the best tom yam. Its a corner shop, behind Endah Parade. There's another place in Port Klang that serves good tom yam too. Just opposite of Perwira and Public Bank. Can't recall the name of the shop, though I've been eating there since young. I can't even remember the name of the Jalan but I know how to get there :p
This post is seriously pointless haha. And your not obligated to read it.
I want a bunny, and I dislike the name Bobo (To the fly; no offence yah). I think you (the fly) can do better; by coming up with a more adorable name haha. I don't mind naming it after Baw, it sounds cute haha.
Gosh, I'm crapping. I don't even have a bunny haha.
I can continue on writing senselessly, and it's quite relaxing.
But I'll stop here, don't want to get sued for posting a random and nonsensical post hehe.

Suffocated

So much to do, so little time.
I've been practically rushing through everything; lab reports, assignments and even revision.
Since I need to get things done real quickly, the quality of the end products are rather pathetic.
The Chinese word 'cincai' would be the precise word to describe the quality of my workmanship for this semester.
I wrote the shortest lab report this sem - 4 pages only! aha...I think the lecturer will toss it into the wastebasket.
And I've been slightly more pessimistic about things this semester. I think I ran out of optimism.
Addition to that, I'm extremely lazy this semester. My uni mates keep assuming that I'm some sort of a rajin freak, but truth be told; I'm actually malas gila! I'm not being modest, just being very honest.
The workload is starting to suffocate me. I wish the holidays would come soon, I need a break - I just need more time to breath again.

Decided

I've decided, and am very much aware of the risks that comes along with it.
Some would say its a foolish attempt; but this time round, I'm willing to take the chance.
If I'm wrong, there's no shame in it; just another mistake to learn from.
If it works out well, I would never ask for anything else my Lord.

I want a bunny!

Life is not that complicated, we just make 'em complicated.

I guess we humans have too much time in our hands.

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I've been wanting a small bunny as a pet for a very long time. Looking at those little-furry animals always make me all fuzzy and happy inside. Anyone giving theirs away for free?? I would really want one :) It would mean the world to me *blink blink

I want a mini one :)

Will you walk the same path as me?

I'm no super model,
Yet you call me beautiful.
I'm no Einstein,
Yet you listen to my every word.

I'm nothing like you,
But I'm in love with you.
And you're not a bit like me,
Yet together we long to be.

I wonder how long will all this last?
For it might all be just lust.
If you really love me like you say you do,
Then please walk the same path as me.

New place, new beginnings

We had our first Sunday service in our new church building. Weee! After having almost a year of services and prayer meetings in my house, we finally have a really simple yet nice and spacious place to call church :)

The logo of our church; was designed by Aunt Steph (an artist) and me! :)

We're turning 2 this coming July. All my faithful bloggy readers are invited for the anniversary service cum dinner on the 1st of July '07. I'll update your guys on the details later on.

One half of our worship team; we need more musicians!! And basically we need more music equipments and a sound system :P

The church = the people :)

The main sanctuary

The back portion of the church; still empty

And we have clean toilets! Hahaha...

Am truly excited about the new place, and the great and exciting things that God is going to do. While I'm certain that God has exceptionally wonderful plans for our church, I'm in a state of confusion when it comes to my personal life.

I've been praying and hoping for changes to take place. Even though I'm fully aware that changes do not occur overnight, a part of me just refuses to be patient. I'm constantly trying to remind myself that changes do not happen instantly; it requires lots of prayer and a huge dosage of patience.

I believe that it is all possible with God, I just tend to forget that changes take time and only God's ways can make it all come to pass.

I won't stop praying, nor will I stop believing. I just hope I'm approaching the matter in the right way; God's way.