No longer bound by exams

I can finally scream from the top of my lungs; 'The exams are OVER!! FOREVER!!!' Muahahahaha... please excuse my insanity, I just couldn't contain it any longer *hee
While one horrible ordeal has come to its end, there's thesis to give me another ride of my life.
Met with the lecturer today, according to the missy; I'm way off schedule and I should quicken my pace or I wouldn't be able to complete my thesis on time.
Therefore, there wouldn't be any holiday break for me - I'll be back in Uni next week, working my a** off in the lab everyday!
The lab will be my second home, and bacteria will be my best friend for the coming 2 months. Addition to that, paper work would be my past time.
The worst part of it all, is that I wouldn't be able to spend as much time as I would like with the bass player. I miss him so terribly, till it makes my heart ache excruciatingly.
And I'll definitely have less time for outings with friends - but I'll try my utmost best to manage my time well, in hope that there'll be always time for the people that I love! :)

The final of the finals

I'll be sitting for the very final of my final exams tmr! *hee

My last paper is on Thursday, and from that day onwards; I'll be exam-free forever, and ever!! Wahahahahahaha... well, if I've no intentions of taking Masters after graduation :P
I guess not, since I intend to tie the knot upon graduation - and will start reproducing very shortly after getting hitched! hahaha.. just joking :P I can see the bass player wiping sweat off his forehead *grins mischievously.

I've mixed feeling about the final exams. I'm feeling a tad stress, but I've also the 'tidak peduli' or could-no-longer-be-bothered feeling. I'm basically worried, yet not worried. Does that make sense to you? In other words, I'm in a confused state!

However by Thursday afternoon, I'll be the happiest person alive - and I'll have a grand celebration and be painting the town red! Wee hoo!!! As if that will ever happen haha... Most likely I'll just do a back-flip and wave pom-poms secretly in my heart *hee.

Anyway, all the best to my mates. Let's kick some paper butts tmr hahahaha!

P.S. I'm now officially stressed out!

More randomness

Back in KL. The holiday trip to Malacca wasn't great or fun. Have been trying my utmost best to study for my very final exam. The migraine has made a comeback. The bass player has been very supportive and a huge encouragement to me. The act of painting my nails has no longer have a relaxing effect on me :(

Too many random posts

Life becomes a drag when;

(a) I'm broke
(b) There's final exams to study for
(c) I feel fat (Do take note, I said "feel")
(d) I'm forced to go for a holiday trip during my study week
(e) I can't paint my nails - now that I'm feeling a tad stressed (All 5 decided to harden simultaneously)
(f) I can't afford to shop or feast with friends (due to deprived freedom, money and time)
(g) I miss the bass player terribly :(

However I am thankful for;
(a) God (Who's ever forgiving & understanding)
(b) My family (Though its a lil dysfunctional - there's no perfect one :P)
(c) Bass player (He never fails to put a smile on my face :) )
(d) Friends (Life would be blue without 'em)
(e) Daily blessings that come in rather small and unexpected packages :)

And a special shout out to dearest Jo;

Finally you're 22 too *hee

The starting of my final semester

I'm proud to say that I've managed to obtain a C+ for my marketing paper! 61% to be exact. Thank God!
I know it's not something to shout out loud about, but I honestly felt that the possibility of me flunking this paper was way high!
I'm not happy with the C's but one has to be contented :)
My clean record of A's and B's have been defiled with C's, but life ain't all about grades :)
Will be starting classes tmr, and it's my final semester in Uni.
Time flies...

Oh crap! I owe teh fly a meal. Yo, I hutang you first; at present, my bank is running dry - drought season :(

Only 2 more

Marketing was okla. Managed to answer all 4 essay questions, whether its up to par? - at this very moment, I couldn't be bothered. Just really glad that its over :)
I've another 2 papers - Food Technology tmr morning, and Food Engineering on Wed morning.
Right after the exam, I'll be off for a short holiday - hence, I won't be updating my blog till Saturday.
To all my Uni mates, I know it's been a really tiring week and the next few days are going to be even worse - but don't grow weary, it'll be over soon :)
Gambateh! *hee

Marketing had me suicidal

Mum made my sisters and I to finish the leftovers of durians this afternoon, one big-full tub of 'em *shivers in fear
Not long after that, she came home with a tub of yam-coconut ice-cream. My uncle bought it and didn't like the taste very much, so he passed it over to us to finish it - or in other words, to be his 'tong sampah'.
Its taste was seriously unpleasant, and I'm feeling all sick-like now :(
The combination of durians with yam-coconut ice-cream is a terrible one.
I just want to lay in bed and sleep the sick-feeling away. Unfortunately, anymore sleeping would only be suicidal - I've marketing paper tmr, and I'm not fully prepared.
Truth be told, I've never been so terrified over an exam paper. So let us all bow our heads, and start praying for me - okays? :)

Sleepless in P.Jaya

Its almost 4am. *yawns..
A friend of mine gave me a 'wake-up' call at around 2am *yawns - to ask about tmr's marketing exam paper..goodness!..not at 2am la *yawns again...
Couldn't fall back to sleep, hence took a warm bath - hoping that it'll help.
I guess it didn't, cause I'm very much awake and blogging.
I reluctantly took the stack of marketing notes, and placed them before me - did lots of flipping, but very little reading *hee

The horrible durian aftertaste is still lingering in my mouth *sigh..There are reasons why they call the durian, the king of the jungle ..err..I meant the king of fruits *hee

Reasons: They smell like trash, taste heavenly, and leave a terrible aftertaste :P

I've brushed and gurgled with good old Listerine for the 3rd time! but I can't seem to get rid of it *blek
Hate the stale-durian breath, maybe I should brush and gurgle again O_o
Is there such a thing as over-brushing and gurgling? I hope not *hee

My parents love durians, I used to and ate inhumane amount of 'em. But I've repented, durians are evil - their terrible for my waistline *hee
And not to mention, the horrendous aftertaste *Euu...

On another note, I'll be getting a Shih Tzu puppy in a few months time. Always wanted bunnies, but my dad is getting me a dog. Not that I'm complaining, but would have preferred bunnies; cuter and huggable - sort of *hee.
And we already have a overly-yapping-hyperactive jack russel living in the house compound - the rascal belongs to my younger sis.

Would have opted for this adorable silky terrier, but unfortunately the Shih Tzu is F.O.C and the terrier would have cost a whooping RM900!
Will be getting the Shih Tzu for free because, the poor puppy was born with weak hind legs, hence it'll be undergoing physiotherapy sessions to strengthen its legs before I'll get ownership of it.

The Shih Tzu puppy is unimaginable adorable too, but I was too busy playing with it at the pet shop till I forgot to take pics of it.
The next time I do go over, I'll try to remember :)
Btw the puppy has a name, it's called Laylo *hahaha

Cassie, get your head back into those marketing notes *smacks myself

Oh wait, that didn't come out right. It should be; Cass, get your butt back into bed! *hee

Uncertainties & insecurities

I'll be sitting for my first final exam paper tmr, and I've got butterflies in my stomach.

The more I revise through my notes, the more insecure I feel.
I hope I won't go blank and start scribbling nonsense on my exam paper tmr *hee.

And I've been thinking pretty much about my future lately. Since I'll be graduating next year, I guess it is only normal to do so. I'm actually having second thoughts about the field I've chosen to major in, I've this weird-sort-of-indescribable feeling that I may have made the wrong choice. However, it's way too late to make any U-turns. I've only a semester to go, hence I'll just go through with it and graduate.
I shouldn't let my mind wonder off too far, I need to recollect my thoughts and pay full attention towards my current exam. Those annoying-buzzing-little-thoughts-of-mine would have to wait.

I need a hug.

Yeah, a warm-nice hug would do wonders. God, could You give me a hug?

Exams + Illness = Excellent results? :P

Just when I've finally recovered from the sore throat, along came Mr. Infection and Ms. Diarrhea. *sigh...
I'm on the road to recovery, the fever is an indication of it. If you're a physiology student, you'll probably understand why - unless, you haven't been studying (then you deserve some spanking on your buttocks *hee).
I dread being ill, especially when I'll be sitting for my first final exam paper this coming Friday.
The rate that I'm at in terms of revising is seriously pathetic, hence being sick ain't helping a bit - it only disrupts and slows me down a whole lot more! *tsk tsk
I'm always falling ill during the exam periods, as if someone has put a curse on me. Or maybe it's just due to my lousy immune system that always chooses to crash during the most vital periods of my life *sigh
Oh well, I'll just do my best and surrender the rest to God :)

Not completely fearless

Today is Tuesday.
And in a few hours time, it'll be Wednesday.

Preparations for the finals have been slow. At times, stagnant.
Over the years, the fear of failing has gradually worn off.
I'm almost fearless, but not completely. Thus I still do worry, rant and freak-myself-out about the coming exams :P
I guess it is only normal to feel this way.

Quite a long way to go

Looking forward to the end of this semester.
Not to keen about the coming final exams, but its a phase that I've to go through for this nightmare to end.
I can't wait for the holidays, you've no idea how holiday deprived I've been.
Started studying today, I'd to practically force myself to sit at the study table which I rarely do to revise through my notes.
When I got bored, I did my devotion and I felt slightly more motivated. However since I'm only human, I got distracted with my thoughts...food...bass player...food...and food again haha.

I then left for Uni to attend one miserable class of Marketing *blek..
And as usual the lecturer kept reminding us that less than half of the class would pass his paper, and the rest of us were doomed to meet him again for the supplementary paper.
I'm going to study my a** off for this subject, even though I've only about 2 weeks till the finals :P
I've no intentions of seeing him again.
If I've to fast and pray to just past this paper, I would! Err...I'll try :P Since one of my greatest weakness is food hehe.
But I'm seriously willing to sacrifice almost anything to just pass this paper - that's how desperate I am.

The next semester will be my final semester, and it only means... I'll be graduating soon!!! Weeeee!!
I know, I know, working isn't exactly fun but I just can't wait to be self-dependent - financially speaking.
Before I get carried away, there's still finals to study for and another long semester to go :P

Exam-free!

I am so relieved! I'm finally done with the exams, and I've exactly one and a half weeks of holidays before the new semester resumes. So pathetic right? Just 1 and 1/2 weeks!
UCSI super kiamsiap la.
I'm so deprived of holidays! I need 'em more!! muahaha...*grins evily haha..
Excuse my siowness, it is only temporary.
It's just one of the symptoms of a person whom just completed; 3 consecutive days of intensed-energy-draining-sleep-depriving exams!
Hmm..I actually have nothing planned out for the holidays.
I'm definitely going down to Klang to create havoc in Trix's hse and to bug Ade's already-super-busy life hehe.
Yap still owes me a trip around KL haha. So maybe I'll include that into my agenda.
Might be going to the Curve with my uni mates tmr..everything is just 'maybe'.
I'm not suprised if I end up spending my holidays at home; chauffeuring my sisters to school and my mum to Tesco or Giant haha.
But anything is better than studying. Don't you agree? hehe
Oh yes, I'm still craving for sushi..
Yap bila mau pergi SHOGUN?!!!
Haih...come to think, my piggy-bank already running dry la..
Holiday + No money = No fun! haha...
Well thank God for parents. I'm their biggest parasite! hahaha...